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Oh, don't forget my Subway cookies!

Currently 14 and i hate studying .
Rawrr.
i want to go back and stay in the hostel.
Oh yes, i like setting mics and playing with the DJ thingy.
i screw up quite alot,
cause i do things i'm not supposed to do
and get lots of things messed up.
Don't disturb me when i'm moody,
i'll just scream at your face.

I belong to a team full of crazyness and laughter.
and they're LOL, Lots of Love,
they give me a love i can never get
We fight on, no matter how we fail,
We never give up!
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Thursday, April 30, 2009 / 8:47 PM
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SUP!
Replied to tags alrrrrr.
;D
YAY!

Tuesday, April 28, 2009 / 3:35 AM
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Rawr. you make me feel like i'm stuck within my shawdows.
Why does practically everything go the way you want it to go,
why do you live such a good life,
what is it in you.
why do i have to feel inferior towards you.
why why why,
again i question myself, why.
why don't you answer that for me.
today was paper one.
i don't wanna talk about it anymore.
arghhh, screw the paper, in every way.
after school, went 2jay to study.
study plans went quite well but it was disrupted after an hour i guess?
anyway, i got my things done, so whatever.
but could have done more. ):
walked down the hilllllllll.
so many stupid fliessssssssss.
phft, so many i tell you.
i hate flies.
i dont want the world to die of global warming.
save this freaking world, god.
went starbucks. (:
ate cheese beagel.
gooooooood.
bused 5 with julia and lydia.
on the way home met michelle and jovial (:
coincedence muchh eh.
how cooooooool.
dumb jovial was in the same bus as me and i didnt know.
how awesome.
Byeeeeeeeeeeee.

Sunday, April 26, 2009 / 4:38 AM
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YO people.
i am so happy today!
woke up at 10 (:
watched high school musical again on Disney Channel.
Onlined, studied a little bit and went off to Tampines 1.
i so lag, now then go. ):
hahaha. it wasn't that crowded.
quite nice lah (:
bought many many thing.
spent like what 300bucks?
HAHAHA. but YAY, i'm happy ! ;D

My mum was just mad in her head.
She spent money on us as if the money just dropped form the sky.
And she was the one that suggested bringing us out! (:
HAPPY! ;DDD
we really spent ALOT.
Rare occasion. (L)

And we met this girl while going to Tampines on bus 5,
and when coming back, we met her again!
HAHAHA, Awesome much right?
While, i better STUDY and make her happy horrr. 

watching Star Awards. Its pretty dumb.
and quite boring. Phft.
kay, i tell you all a joke! (:

Well, one day this man went over to this old lady's house.
When he entered her house, there was a super old organ at a corner.
He went there to take a look at it and saw a bowl filled with water on top of the organ.
Inside was a condom. 
He asked her in curosity.
'What is this for may i ask?"
She replied him,
" Oh. While i was shopping, i saw this. On the box, it read,
Soak in water and place on top of organ to prevent dieseases. So, i have left it there for about 1 year and i hardly fall sick!"

LOLOLOLOLOL.
Funny huh, ;/

i can't find the music my heart's beating for.

Saturday, April 25, 2009 / 10:26 PM
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ATTENTION, ALL YOU SEC TWOS OUT THERE.
LOOK HERE! 

LYDIA, JULIA AND ME ARE FORMING A REAL STUDY GROUP AND WE ARE RECRUITING 7 MORE PEOPLE. YOU NEED TO REACH THE REQUIREMENTS.
1. YOU MUST BE SMART AND KNOWLEDGABLE.
2. YOU MUST BE INDEPENDENT AND MATURE.
3. YOU MUST KNOW HOW TO STUDY HARD AND BE SERIOUS.

IF YOU ARE INTERESTED, KINDLY COMTACT ANYONE OF US AND TELL US. WE ARE ONLY RERUITING 7 MORE MEMBERS. SO BE SURE TO GET YOUR PLACES. WHILE STOCKS LAST ! (:

OH YES, 
1. NO HANDPHONES ALLOWED WHILE STUDYING.
2. SERIOUS.
3. NO JOKING AROUND.

KINDLY TELL US IF INTERESTED.
MEMBER FEE OF $O.OO . ;DDD

YOU COULD MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN OUR EXAMS! THANKYOUVERYMUCH FOR YOUR KIND ATTENTION AND WE HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU SOON. (:

/ 8:12 AM
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hello again (:
i changed my blogskin! YAY.
With the help of Vanessa and AmandaNg. (:

Today sucks. ): 
i didn't study a single shit again.
HAHAHAHA.
Woke up at 11 plus thanks to yitai's message saying:
Hello Ms Choo. This is a wake up message sent to you at 11.30am. Please wake up and enjoy your stay at ______. ( name of my house)
HAHAHAHA, CUTE LAA.
woke up and on the labtop,
ate breakfast while watching tv.
then went to bathe and change.
just about to do History,
my dad asked me to wear proper clothes cause we were going out.
WOW.

Study plan = ruined.
So, went to Simei and had sushi with my sister for lunch.
walked around then went home.
Waited for my parents to come back then went off to church at around 3.
Cathecism was really fun.
Stupid Tessa.
i'm not jealous of your fats and your spoilt knee.
HAHAHAHA.
and the guys thought that i was wearing glow sticks on my neck,
losers.

came home and had another bbq.
hahaha. (:
i played A-E-I-O-U and what is the time Mr Wolf with small kids.
a bunch of them,
rather cute la.
and guess what?
i found my bicycle. MIRACLE.
like so long ago, someone stole.
and i found it. CLEAN AND SHINY.
but its super duper small. 
Sad huhh. ):

played and waited for Jeremy and Amanda Wongggg.
So freaking sloooow la you all.
make me wait so longgggg,
so bored you know. ):

i just came back,
i better studyyyyyyy ):
i can't study with the damn com right in front of me. 
HAHAHAH. who can?
i'll just turn it on and not focus on what i'm supposed to do.
See, my concentration sucks. ):

hahaha, kay.
BYE LOVE! ;DDD



Friday, April 24, 2009 / 4:47 AM
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hello hello [:
i can say that today was pretty great ! ;DDD
PTC didn't turn out as bad as i thought it would be. (:

started off the day by setting the mic at parade square,
then off to 2J with julia, lydia and yiping !
assembly and all then had a little talk about TAIWAN! (:
gah, i can't wait. 
so yup, hahaha. was 20mins late for class. ):
lessons were super ultra boring and i was feeling down as usual so talked to people via phone!
home econs, mdm lur didn't come! HAHAHA. ;DD
so some relief teacher took over,
did survey and group reflection.
ran around the whole lower sec block chasing after my damn phone. 
rawrr. watch out. hahaha. 

left class at around 1.05 and took most of my books home! ;DDD
FINALLY. HAHAHAHA.
looked for mr hamdan and passed him all the passports .
took mic then go avt set up,
i didn't realise i had to stay till 6.
arghhh. ;/
but it wasn't so bad afterall (:
with all the people talking to me via sms ! ;DDD
and thanks nicholas look for pei-ing me [:
and yup, for the drink too. hahaha. 

did PA after school for CIP hours and blue form from Ms Lee! {:
Yipeeeee.  
there wasn't any event,
just sec 3A carrying out this sports day for Simei Care Centre. 
watched the people play sports. hahaha,
they really touched me.
the people there around 16 to 7 years old?
they still played like small kids,
so happy and simple .
GAH. i was complaining to nicholas about their simple yet happy life.
like, there was this old lady,
she got a new comb for the prize thing i think,
then she was so so happy. 
like she started combing her hair with a GREAT smile and all.
life's simple pleasures, if it was that simple.

Nicholas went to look for Jeremy Ma and Melody so i was left alone! ):
while the people were having refreshments,
went to main school hall . (:
saw many people there, including mummy!
beside rochelle's mummy! 
hahaha, they had a lonnnnng chat uh. 
so these were what the teachers said about me {:

Mr Tam:
She's very smart, but she loses her concentration too easily.
she talks to Rochelle and Samantha alot,
and sometimes fools around. 
But if she's willing to work hard, i am very sure her results can improve.

Cai laoshi:
i like her neat work and handwriting,
she's maturing already.
ask her to speak more mandrin at home. its okay of her mandrin is broken, just speak more of it at home.
compared to last year, she's improving alot in terms of work and attitude. 
She's just too loud, she voices everything that she has in mind and some teachers treat that as disrespect.
Also, she carries her duties well in PA, and shows responsibility. 
Try to ask her to think before she speaks and i am sure she'll be a much better person. ;O

Mr Hamdan:
She's a great girl and has a positive attitude. But she's very vocal, when she's not unhappy with something or someone, she'll just voice it out and show it. 
Some teachers are not happy with that attitude.
She just needs to focus and concentrate in class and all will be fine. She's also very talkative la, she and rochelle. and she also likes to day dream although she's sitting in the front already.
and one more thing, handphone. try to cut down on using her phone in class.
But overall, good girl la. i'm happy with her. 

Ms Fadzilla:
Elizabeth! she's a very nice girl i can say. she's loud and responsive. she's a little too vocal. But her history grades are fine, she just needs to focus and she will be able to score an A1. She's very BRIGHT abd INTELLIGENT. She needs to care about how her words can hurt others, like the recent Ms Tan case. 
rawrr. bring that matter up again. ):

Mrs Rosemary Neo:
Oh. this girl is very good in English. But she doesn't pay attention in my lessons. She and Rochelle are very close and they'll just be in their own world. If she pays attention, she'll be even better in her english. She can speak very good english and she hands up her homework on time. But she looses her focus and concentration very easily. Also, she uses her handphone in my lessons alot. But afterall, she's a very sweet and lovable girl. 


YAY ;DDD HAHAHAHAHA. 
Not bad, not bad at all. (:

stayed in the hall and help to pack the chairs and all,
hahaha. i can be a student councilor lorr. (:
seriously, ;DDD
take care clarice! <333>
waited for dad for a super long time,
he came after 25 mins? like wow. 
roti prata for dinner ;DDD
YUMYUM {:

i can say today's not bad. (:
and i'm starting to love PA. (:

insecurity.






Thursday, April 23, 2009 / 5:40 AM
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hello hello,
today was an eventful day.
so many things happened. {:

morning assembly, so screwed up. haha.
then got locked in the PA room thanks to Jeremy Ma.
nevermind la, i got to skip like 15mins of ACC. ;D
so yipeeeee.
During ACC, i just draw on my bi ji (:
so freaking boring ):
maths and scince was okay.
malay was great (:
i don't think the teacher that bad lor,
she's kinda nice.
just cause i was responding to her,
she gave me a lollipop! ;DDD
YAY! HAHAHAHA.
Recess was okay.
chinese was alright too,
did zuo ye.):
then cai lao shi told me alot of teachers complain about me,
but i'm angelic in her eyes, (:
Aww, sweeet huh.
hahaha.
then she ask me why can't i be the same to other teachers?
duh, cause they dont respect me.
Rawrr.
history was just SHIT. ;/
i got kicked out of the class and my phone got confiscated, AGAIN.
this year alone got what, 4times alr. ):
so suayy.
then i was super duper pissed with ms tan,
like i can freaking blow up anytime.
went 2j find Julia and Cyan! (:
they studied while i watched them.
hahaha, work hard. (:
went to find ms lee and ms fadzilla saw me,
so she talked to me,
ask me what happened during history and all.
ARGHHHHH ):
teachers only seem to look at the bad side of you, and neglect the good. ):
screw laaaaaaa.

ms lee wanted help for PA tomorrow,
so i said okay.
she's gonna give me blue form and CIP hours! YAY,
and i get to leave class early!
HAHAHAHAH. (:
WOOHOOOOOOOO! [:
worth it.
went back to 2j ,
yingyi. rhesa and jeneatte came find us. (:
played ball with more people.
hahaha, funn.
walked down hill, chat chat, FUN ;DDD
hahaha, take care pet pig. (:

trained to Simei and ate at the new food court.
met Jeremy Wong at LJS and he asked for a free ride home from daddy.
so yup, he got it (:
treated him bbt. hahaha.
YOU OWE ME HOR FAT.
he was like bpasting about how pro his water polo is,
and how injured his toe is.
hahaha, loser.

back homeeeee at arnd, 8.30 (:
haven't bathe.
going to.
hahaha. (:
then come back to do home econs script. ):
i'm tired, of all the shit i get.

my heart just shattered into a million pieces, at that moment. you jerk.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 / 6:33 AM
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hello (:
i'm posting only cause julia asked me to (:
yay? ;DDD
i'm so dead.
hahaha, thanks to MYE. ):
today's science test was quite alright i guess.
hahaha, like FINALLY.
i studied for a test.
lessons were quite alright but a little dull.
i wanna watch 17 again.
like WHEN?
the date come out so not suitable one la.
stupid dateeee.
don't know whats the meaning of exams.
tsk, dumb.

after school, was kept in the hall to settle mics,
thanks to sec ones.
hahaha. (:
went 2J to find julia and cyan with rochelle (:
wanted to play ball but in the end,
went down to 85 for dessert! (:
YAY. HAHAHAHA. SHOIKKKKKKKKK ;DDD

came back for match,
aiyohh. draggg till like so late huh. ):
the match was , ):
so many people injured ah.
Ziheng, hahaha, with ________'s cheer,
you shot in such a nice ball in the last quarter.
Take care your knee huh weiqiang. (:
left straight after match due to tuition ):

somethings happened.
SCARY LIKE WOW.

home now,
hahaha.
this is so dumb.
my post is so boring,
so yeah, don't read la. (:
hahaha.
and my day is coming to an end .
BYE ;DDD

i think i'm sick and tired of the way you've been treating me. you don't even know your faults, at least i know mine. does it hurt to apologise? i didn't say a word when you were angry, i had to what plead with you to forgive me? and you're just acting like all's well. wake up, my dear.

Sunday, April 19, 2009 / 6:32 AM
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hello doofs,
today was poop, and so was yesterday.
i didn't study a single shit. 
and my sprained finger is hurting like no mother.
Hmph Vanessa! ):

woke up at 10. 
and i do not have enough sleep. 
i'm talking about saturday.
watched tv, then bathe and everything and got ready to go out.
went down to takashimaya, (: 
ate sushi, and walked around,
trying to find lynnette's birthday present.
short of time, and the queue was super duper longgggg. 
so i didn't get anything. ):
went to church and went for cathecism class.
we played this question answer game called Challenge your faith or something.
and thanks to Rolf, it was draw.
phft, and we were leading la.
nonsense. came home and went for bbq.
celebrated some dumb occasson,
Basil's team got into nationals top 4.
they're damn pro, i can swear.
onlined till 12 plus , tv-ed then went off thinking till i fell asleep. (:

woke up at 10 plus today,
thanks to mummy. 
bathed and all,
and yes. went down to takashimaya again.
whatthehell. so no life right.
walked to CK TANGS and all.
bought some cooker thing.
and my sister has some dumb attitude problem,
she pissed me off like some shit.
i seriously don't know whats her problem these few days .
arghhhh. ;/
went to expo for the john little's sale.
didn't really get anything.
stupid sales.
and my sister got like a whole lot of things.
phft.
came home and went over to Beitriss's house for steamboat.
and here i am! ;DDD

GOD.
i didn't study a freaking shit this weekends.
and i promised myself to study.
physics, screw you la.
i don't get a damn thing.
and chinese,
i swear its a whole lot of chapters.
maths, its toughhhh.
rawrrrrr.
i hate exams.
again, stupid tree killers.

i'm looking forward to school, i guess.
it'll be a really busy week, i think.
with lessons and rushing through everything.
again, those dumb papers.
well, just study hard, and yes team,
HERE WE COME TAIWAN~ 

my post have been quite lonnnggggg.
hahahahah.
and yes.
i (L) Julia!
she's a good ranting partner! (:
she holds most of mine, (:
and we laugh at the silliest things together,
i love you small thing. 
;DDD






Saturday, April 18, 2009 / 8:21 AM
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BEV HAS A BOYFRIEND.
BEV HAS A BOYFRIEND.
BEV HAS A BOYFRIEND.

Aww, bestfriend! (L)
i miss youuuuuuuuu.
and you're growing up so fast.
you've got a boyfriend,
and you no longer want me already. ):
anyway, i'll still love you and the innocent things you do,
GAH.
i'll love you no matter what. (:

/ 6:18 AM
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i <3 rochelle
:D

Friday, April 17, 2009 / 7:08 AM
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i survived without my wallet today!
YAY! [:
i've reached the 200th post alr!
HAHAHAHHA.
Awesome much huh.
so longggggggggg. (:

Well, today wasn't as stress as the previous two days! (:
Wednesday and Thursday was just so so super chiong for me!
OH MAN. this is not good.
Parents teachers conference if next friday. ;/
yuckkkkkkkk.

oh well. 
i woke up thanks to my old phone today,
ESPECIALLY early, 5.40. ):
Thanks uh, JULIA! 
bathed and do my usual stuff then headed off to school! (:
took the keys from GO and set mike and all,
oh. TMD.
i played the school song instead of the national anthem :/
hahaha. and i was stunned for the first 5secs? 
returned keyys and went back to class.
SCIENCE. bleahhhhhhh,
but at least i could pay attention today and learn something! (:
ENGLISH was the second period of the day and guess what. ._.
I FREAKING SLEPT THROUGH THE WHOLE PERIODDDDDDD.
LALALALALALA.
i never slept like that before eh. ;/
but it was REALLY DAMN SHOIK! ;DDD

Woke up and for the next 2 periods, maths and science,
i was yawning like WOW.
HAHAHAHA.
and everytime i yawned, i would tear like crazyyyyyy.
Rochelle and Sam were really fascinated. 
so was Ms Tan,
hahahha. (:
RECESSSSSSSSSSSS then home econs.

LOOOI.
HAHAHHAHAHAH.
WHAT A JOKE I TELL YOU.
rochelle and i just laughed like crazyyyyyy.
omg omg omg. HAHAHAHAHAH.
damn damn dumb
;DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i can say it was the most fun home-econs so farr!

After school, met Mr hamdan then headed off to Wheelock along with Lydia, Julia, Chelle, Jocelyn and Cyan! ;DDD
how lame.
trained all the way there, 
stayed there for probably 20 mins?
THEN TRAINED ALL THE WAY BACK! ._.
ohoh. but Julia, Chelle, Cyan and me stopped at Bedok to buy food. ^^
bought doughnuts and SUSHI! ;DDD
cabbed back although we could have trained back .

We reached school around 4.05 and Dunman High and East Spring were still playing the 3rd quarter of their match,
so it was pretty dumb. 
wasted cab fare ):
ate our food and cheered for dunman.
HAHAHAHA, the coach of East Spring was really hot and sexy.
how pethetic, he thought that 1 second could make a difference and kept making dumb remarks and shouting his ass off,
HAHAHAHAHHA, if you were looking at him,
he can be quite a clown! ;D

AHS and CCHMS.
we didn't know that the hot and sexy coach was the same coach for CCHMS!
hahaha.
again, he was screaming and screaming. 
lalalalala~ 
WE DONT CARE.
then like, he must be really sad,
LOOSING TWO MATCHES IN ONE DAY. ):
HAHAHAHA. SO SAD EHH.
then i can't imagine if East Spring and CCHMS play against each other. (:

During the last quarter,
HAHAHAHAHA.
JULIA! WE LAUGHED OUR HEADS OFFFFFFFF ~
INSIDE JOKE. HAHAHAHAHA.
CAT-DOG!
LOLOLOLOL.
GOD.
HAHAHAHAHHA.
UNGLAM PORNSTAR? 
;DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
HILARIOUS. 
AND YES, NONSENSE.

so we laugh and laugh till we were satisfied.
hilled with Chelle, Julia, Lydia, Yingyi, Rhesa, OH SHIT. WHO ELSE AHH? HILARY?
bused home and met AMANDA WONG! ;D YAY! 
hahaha. (:

bathed and went for dinner at simpang ,
and had a milkybar chocoate bar!
YAY! ;DDDDDD
SHOIKKKKKKKKKK. (:

kay, STUDY DURING WEEKENDS.
i really hope i can! (:
MYEEEEEEEEEE! ):
stupid tree killers.
phft.






Tuesday, April 14, 2009 / 6:00 AM
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LESSTHANTHREE YOU. SO SO MUCH, (L)

/ 5:58 AM
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if i blog tomorrow, it'll be my 200th post anniversary. (:
HAHAHHA.
WAIT. YOU CAN'T FORGET.

LOVE TRIANGLE, (: .
YOU know what i mean huh.
HAHAHAHA.

SAME SAME! COOL AND _______ SHIFU. (don't make it too obvious hor )
HAHAHAHA.
TMDDDDDDDD. WHAT LAAAAAAA.

YIPEEEEEE.
CAN'T WAIT.
;DDDDD

/ 5:48 AM
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JULIA! WHY SO MANY GUYS LIKE WEI QIANG AHH?

hahaha. cool much right?
it was really funny.
inner joke (:
HAHAHAHAHA.

my schooling day was Zzz.
nothing much.
TRAINING WAS A KILLER.
GOD. 51 mins run,
we ran the WHOLE of Bedok.
48 flights of stairs which is also 96 up and downs.
OH GOD.
and julia, yiping me and were so so screwed before training.
HAHAHAHA.
but i had fun (:

MY LEGS ARE STARTING TO ACHE AND MY LEFT ANKLE HURTS! ):
Netball, should i continue striving on?
will my hard work pay off?
will it make a difference?

but i (L) the netballers,
one body, one mind, one passion, one chicken?
HAHAHAHHA,
nono, thats not right,
thats LYDIA!
LYDIA=ONE CHICKEN!
YIPING=ONE PIG, ONE FISHCAKE!
hahahahha, awesome.
yippeeeeee. (:

aiyoh, MYE coming alr.
its like no big deal to me leh,
i still feel so GAH.
work hard? or not.
see my mood. haha.

today's so laughable.
what a joking day.
yay, (:



just leave me that personal space of mine. tyvm.

Monday, April 13, 2009 / 6:24 AM
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yipeeee! ;DDD
KIDS CHOICE AWARD 2009 IS AWESOME!
I (L) SLIMEEEEEEE.
HAHAHAH.
AND ZAC WAS JUST HOT. ;DDD
HAHAHA, AND ALL THE OTHER STARSSSS.
WOOOOOOSH, A BLAST. A COMPLETE BLAST.

school was super duper slack today!
went for 2 periods of art,
then headed down to tower hall for PA!
hahaha, i LOVE pa. (:
the teachers had some sports council meeting which was super boring,
but we got to eat FREE buffet for lunch!
and skip almost the whole day of school.
AWESOME huhh, (:

after FREE lunch,
kept the mics and all,
went to stadium to wait for the match to start! (:
ER ZI. AHHAHAHHA.
WHAT A JOKE.

school 's bleah.
seeya.

Sunday, April 12, 2009 / 5:00 AM
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please just tell me how much i mean to you. show it.

heyhey (:
today was pretty awesomeeee! ;D
woke up at 10plus and tv-ed.
bathed and watched the naked brothers band!
GOOD SHOWWW. 
went out to the bus stop and lydia arrived !
bused to expo and had subway cause lydia was hungry! 
hahaha. and i got treated to a cookie ! (L)
YAY. thanks lydia! (:
while walking in to the hall, met gillien and DARLING!
oh yes, like finally.
after all those whinings to her, 
saying i wanna meet her, 
i finally got to! (L) 
and yes, i got a BIG warm hug from her too! ;DDDDDD

went into the hall for service,
hmm. like a rockband. (:
after service, walked to bus stop with lydia and took ONE STOP home! 
pretty lame huhhh. hahahah.

went home to put my things then went up to the function room for ANNABELE'S BIRTHDAY!
yay. eat eat, talked talked then HAHAHAHA.
i earned myself a pretty pillow shaped like a guitar, HANNAH MONTANA! ;DDDDD YAY.
AWESOME MUCH RIGHT?

came home at around 5 plus and tv-ed.
currently watching the devil wears prada.
hahaha. 

there's school tomorrow,
and, i'm not so keen on going.
i don't know why.
i DREAD school nowadays. 
pretty sad huh. 
what to do.

SEEYA FOLKS! ;D




Saturday, April 11, 2009 / 4:00 AM
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i dislike today. today made me unhappy. ):

woke up at 10 plus (:
i had quite a great sleep.
tv-ed and online till around 12 then went to bathe .
left home at around 12.35 for tuition at Stalford.
first lesson there. (:
the teacher was gay. gaycoreeeeeeeee. yuck.

had lunh then met julia!
went to library to study,
obviously i didnt study.
i got bored so i took cherie's phone and called her guys.
apparently, only nicholas teoh picked up. -.-
and he was like i'm at vivo. i can't talk now.
so i got really bored.
left the library at around 3.45 to watch wizards of the waverly place.
today's episode was goooooooooooood,
same goes to hannah montana. ;D
but yet, that ____________ sister of mine had to ruin the rest of my day like that.

A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS.

one
mum: mei, can you go and wake daddy up and ask him where we're going?
sis: ( acts like nothing is happening and stares at tv )
mum: mei!
sis: ( still pretending nothing is happening )
mum: mei. i'm talking to you.
sis: ( still pretend my mum isnt even talking.)
me: OIH. YOU DEAF OR WHAT LA. MUMMY CALLING YOU CAN.
sis: WHAT LA ! why can't you ask jie jie?
me: what the hell. she just asking you . you cannot reply nicely ah.
sis: cannot eh. not happy ah.
me: Phft, ( walks away with drink packet )

again, while i was walking to the kitchen to throw my drink, my mum asked my sister nicely and my sister had to fucking scream at her. i dont understand why my mum treats her so nicely. -.-
and so yes, i did my mum the favour.

two
while watching tv, she had to lie down and kick my head. __
i alr not happy, then still kick my head.
she want die uh.
so obiously, i screamed at her.
and she just fucking gave me that attitude that i hate.
so? i was pissed like what.

three
i was playing music out of my phone, in the car.
on our way to granny's house.
then after a while.
my sister went to turn on the radio.
i still didnt mind, cause i wasn't that loud.
she went to increase the volume till no mother.
me: what the hell la. got problem is it.
sis: ya. i want to hear radio what, you dont like your problem la.
mum nags at both of usssssssss.

i swear, i just cant be bothered naming everything.
she can just make me cry like a little baby,
ARGH.
and my parents still say she's still young, give in to her.
what the hell. i swear,
i can take it no longer.
she pisses me off and annoys me to the maximum.
and after that, she stucks up to my parents,
trying to act innocent,
well, it kinda works on my parents.
but i do not do that.
yes. so i just get super annoyed and my damn mood will just flung.
__. and over dinner,
i so do not want to talk about it.

i really hope she grows up,
she's 12 damn it.
and she behaves like she's 10 or something.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
i do not like it ,
i really don't.
i'm older than her.
and she doent show respect to me.
SHE DOESNT TAKE ME AS HER ELDER SISTER.
screw that bitch. ( i'm only saying that out of anger )

fingers crossed, i hope tomorrow will be much better.


Friday, April 10, 2009 / 4:36 AM
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and and, i SO wanna watch 17 AGAIN! ENDURENCE, ITS COMING OUT REAL SOOOOOOOON! ;DDDDDDDD

/ 4:28 AM
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Hellohello [:
today's really coldddd, i'm freezing without the air-con, 
and down with my stupid runny nose ):
woke up at 7.30 due to the thoughts of themaid i watched yest,
and couldn't go back to sleep! 
watched MVP, the show with a chimpanzee named Jack who played ice hockey.
though its my 2nd time watching, i still like it (:
watched MTV till about 10 plus then bathed.
went out at around 11 plus for branch then headed off to tanah merah to wait for nick and mark.
bused to church and attended mass there with samantha and her housemates.
hahaha, i made new friends,
and samantha's PIMPLED FACE BROTHER just irritated me the whole time.
hahaha, mark got annoyed too. 

mark was super dumb during holy communion. ._.
LOL. he took the bread with one hand then walk away,
the warden scolded him. 
LOL. i swear i never see anyone getting scolded by wardens before.
so dumb lah, hahaha.
after mass, went to bedok to eat KFC then bused homeeee.

watched school of rock just.
i LOVE that show,
hahaha. damn coool luh,
a bunch of talented people. 
tsk, of course it isn't real.

arghhhh,
my stupid runny nose. 
hmph.


Wednesday, April 8, 2009 / 3:20 AM
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hello there people ! (:
today school was just another day, Zzz.
nothing went on well, nothing turned out bad.

WELL, I'M REALLY REALLY VERY VERY HAPPY I SAW 
MR KEVIN TANNNNNN! ;DDDD

GOD. i missed him so damn much! ):
he's such a really really nice teacher,
and he came back as a ROCKSTAR! (L)
my dream eh, so cool uh.
and yes, HE REMEMBERS ME! ;DDD
hahaha, so cool luhh.
i miss him truckloads.
he's a really really nice and awesome teacher! (:
well, all the best to him uh !

assembly was great.
why is this week holy?
cause jesus died for me and for you. (:
ain't that great? (:
the songs were nice !

i feel so stepped on. ):
i better have a great chat later on! 
school just suck, everything sucks.
i have no meaning in life, and i mean that.
i just live each day, how it is.
and walking a path that leads to no where. 
that feeling sucks. alot.
you feel like you're really lost and there's no one there to guide you.
i want to sleep all my troubles away,
or just fall into a deep deep sleep, and never ever wake up.
just fall into a fantasy, ):
tell you what,
life's like that. and nothing changes life.

although hannah montana says:
life's what you make it so lets make it rock.
i really don't see how that's possible,
when i just have no more strength to go on,
cause like what i said. 
i have no meaning in life.
i just live each day, however it is. 
i just suck,
fcuk;


Monday, April 6, 2009 / 5:21 AM
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bird is stress ):
humour me.

Sunday, April 5, 2009 / 3:09 AM
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hello.
i am BOREDDDDDDD. (:

oh yay, i watched wizards of the waverly place and hannah montana just now! ;DDD
CON 2 CAMP IS COMINGGGGGG! ;DDDD
SO IS TAIWANNNNNNN! (:

BORDEM KILLSSSSSSSSS ):

i'm back, editing my post.
i've got nothing to do!
YAY! DINNER WAS SHOIK!
home cooked peanut poriddge with PORK FLOSS!
and FRIED ONIONS!
MMMMMM, DELICIOUS! (:
chocoloate mudpie from creamery island later on and watermelons! (L)
wheeeeeee! ;D
a good start for the week,
well lets hope it'll end well toooooo!

hey you. cheer up please.
put a smile right there , for me.

Saturday, April 4, 2009 / 8:12 AM
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HOME, SCREW ITTTTTTTTTTT.
I HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO SAYYY.
SCREWWWWW MYYYYYYYY SISTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR __

Friday, April 3, 2009 / 9:52 PM
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HEYYA FOLKS! ;DDD

i just woke up. its 12.52.
wow. damn early heh. 
and i slept for around 13 hours eh! ;D
finally, see thats how tired i am. ):
i caught up with my sleep already. 

although its only the start of my day,
i had a blogging mood so here i am !
yesterday was a whole lot of fun.
but lessons were just hell.
i'm not gonna curse and swear alr. (:
HELL AH. i said HELL instead .
mr koh again, HELL.
maths, i was thinking about so many things, so HELL.
history, my mood ruin alr. HELL.
but recess cheered me up! YAY.
even Elize could tell i wasn't happy.

HOME ECONS.
cheeredd me up a WHOLE lot. [:
it was such a spastic lesson! 
HAHAHAHAHHA.
we were somehow quite screwed,
i mean what can you expect when you put rochelle zetian and me in a group.
we can't even buy ingredients properly ehh.
so we kinda just squash everything inside the bread.
and poured PREGO over it.
i LOVEEEEE prego!
hahahaha. we weren't suppossed to even use PREGO.
mdm lurrrr said it was too italian. 
and thats what our dish turned out to be, ITALIAN.
but whatever, it tasted GOOOOD! [:
it kinda looked good too,
i liked our mangoes! YAY!

went back to class,
met natalie. ;DDD
went lunch together , sushi and cokeeeee ;DDD
YAY. 
chit chat then bused 5 homeeeeeeeeee.

bathed, tved then went off to church around 5 plus.
i finally feel so freeee from my heart,
and all the bad things that i've done!
i'm finally forgiven. (:
thank you god ;D

came home at 9 plus the waited for my sister to finsh tuition.
whalao, i was having gastrics.
SO DAMN PAINNNNN.
went kallang around 9.45 for dinner.
FINALLLY.
i had a really hard time eating dinner due to the pain my ucler was giving me ):
COKE kinda relieved mu ucler by a bit.
I WAS REALLY SLEEPY.
went home around 11 (:
bathed, and SLEPTTTTTTT ;D

SHOIKKKKKKKKK. ;DDD




Thursday, April 2, 2009 / 7:05 AM
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hello! [:
today's quite another day..

started off the day with packing the PA room in the AVT! ;DDD
YAY. its much much neater now, well at least it doesnt look like a junkyard any longer. (:
thanks to chelle, elaine and me uhh. 
they having some NE thing in the AVT,
first period ACC, 
so slack in PA room and do something meaningful lor. (:

lessons started off well, till FREAKING SCIENCE AND MATHS.
MR KOH, AGAIN, _|_
COULDNT GET WORST. 
and yes, for what we did to mr koh yesterday, 
i got a hell scolding from mr hamdan and i'll have to decide on the punishment. ;/  screw mr koh upside down can. 
him and his nonsense.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. 

after school, 
went to the stadium to watch match. 
hahaha. nice game botaks! (:
it was so far the most enjoyable match i watched. 
hahaha. [:
training was slack,
learn how to shoot,
and played game.
we took super long to go on court so we owed coach 50 pumpings.
whalao, the floor damn damn rough la.
i do till my knees blisters, skin tear . ):
training ended,
met zetian and zanne. 
hahahha, ROCHELLE! 
100000 WATTS. (:
so bright hor.

headed down to simpang almost getting thrown by a twig. LOL.
i swear, watch out when you go supermarket with zetian.
whalao, he damn retarded. ;X
HAHAHAH. he take redish, chase after me and rochelle, want knock our heads with it cause we were buying chocolates.
then he carry the basket, he went to smash the tofu and tomatoes.
LOL. aiyah, the whole process was just laugh and laugh like no mother. (:
bus-ed 2 homeeeeee. 

had dinner, and many many sweet treats.
i had around 2 bars of chocolate,
cocolate mud pie which was shoik like madddddd,
some chocolate strawberry mochi thingy,
and what else ah?
LOL. just damn shoik ahh.
I DONT WANT DIBETIES. ):

hope we won't screw things up for home econs tomorrow.
yay. (:

Wednesday, April 1, 2009 / 6:17 AM
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hello earth people ):
i'm so ARGHHHHHH.
things are not getting any better at home,
in fact, its all screwed.
i AM screwed.
screw everything.
my dad's just making things worst,
when he's supposed to make me feel much better ):
i am so not going for training tomorrow.
screw everything.
MR KOH,
god damn it.
he just spoils my whole mood and i get so fucked up over him.
he's an asshole,
no teacher screw me like that before.
him and mr tham, things cannot get worst.
this sucks,
i feel suckish.
save me, dear

i really like her songs, especially the lyrics.
it really can describe how i feel, really well.
sometimes i just can't find the right words and these words just fit into my bloody mood. ;/

How come everything turns out
Leaving me with more doubts
I feel like I'm upside down
And I don't wanna be here I go right,
should have gone left
And I say things I should of not said
Look at me in this big mess
I don't wanna be here

Everything I do
Is making me more confused
Oh it used to be easy
All I had to be was me
Not mixed up
Everywhere I go
Somewhere that I don't know
Oh I'm hoping that I'm dreaming
Cus I'm sick of this feeling
I'm mixed up
Somebody help me

Tell me how to fix this
I'd trade my world for one wish
To go back to my other life
Oh and get it right
Everything I do Is making me more confused
Oh it used to be easy
All I had to be was me
Not mixed up
Everywhere I go
Somewhere that I don't know
Oh I'm hoping that I'm dreaming
'Cuz I'm sick of this feeling
Im mixed up

Somebody help me
To hold me,
To tell me Everything is gonna be okay
'Cuz today it feels like I won't make it to the top now
Don't know how to get outta this
So mixed up
Somebody help me

its exactly how i'm feeling now,
oh and yes,
HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!
byeeeeeeeee.