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That smile and those eyes,
and just so you know;
the strangest and most heartfelt smile fell from your face.

With God, anything is possible.

Hiiiiiiiiiii.
Elizabeth Choo Min
~~Sacps~~
Anglican High School.
Netball obsession.
23 February, remember this date and get me stuff,
i want all the candy in the world!
Oh, don't forget my Subway cookies!

Currently 14 and i hate studying .
Rawrr.
i want to go back and stay in the hostel.
Oh yes, i like setting mics and playing with the DJ thingy.
i screw up quite alot,
cause i do things i'm not supposed to do
and get lots of things messed up.
Don't disturb me when i'm moody,
i'll just scream at your face.

I belong to a team full of crazyness and laughter.
and they're LOL, Lots of Love,
they give me a love i can never get
We fight on, no matter how we fail,
We never give up!
One body, One passion, One soul

oh yes, add meeeeeeeeeeee on msn,
hellomin_95@hotmail.com

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It feels like i haven't been on the computer for quite some time.
Oh well, busy busy.
Like i finally got back my phone today. (:
Although she was gettign on my nerves like seriously,
i had to control in order to get my phone back.
So yupp, she finally returned it after school.

School was super duper slack.
Supposed to clean the class but we did sort of nothing.
LOL. and we were one of the few classes that got dismissed early.
Awesome right.
Got back report books,
not good, not good.
I better work harder and chase after what i really want . (:

After school was great!
went to 2J to look for netballers!
Got our new training tee, its pretty big.
But its super nice! YAY ;D
Went to Cartel to eat,
WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
SHOIK! SHOIK! SHOIK! ;DDDDDDDDDDDDD
So, lunch was really very good!

Walked around then Julia, Rochelle, Jocelyn, Lydia and Yiping came over to my house!
Watch-ed Disney for about an hour then played badminton!
FUNNNNNNNNN ;DDDDDDDD
Thanks for the whole lot of fun dudes!
See, without spending,
We can still have ALOT of fun right!
Loveyall loads (L)

They went home around 7 ,
and went Kallang for dinner!
Came home, and now on com!
hey you , cheer up alright! (:
things will go right when you believe!

i swear i love my mum, and today is one of any other days that i feel happy! (L)

Today's quite awesome! (:
Yipeee. My mum is really super imba!
she went to terminate the sim card that she has,
and she went to get me a new one!
For freaking 21 bucks,
omggg. i could wait and survive without my phone luh!
Mummy = LOVE (:

And i feel acomplished during today's training,
and i dont know why either.
i'm just happy and satisfied right now.
of only everyday's like that. Wooooosh ;D
Badminton later till 10! :DDD

My muscles are all aching but whatever!
I LOVE MUMMY!
and YAY! DARLING'S COMING TO AHS TOMORROW! (L)

See, how good today feels.
i should just think simple and learn how to be satisfied. (:

hello poops.

LETS FREAKING SAVE EARTH.

THE WEATHER'S A KILLER.

AND WE DON'T WANNA DIE SOON, DO WE?

I could freaking die while walking down the hill today,

the sun was freaking hot. like wow?

today was enjoyable!

thanks Rochelle and Mouktita for the afternoon! (L)

HAHAHA, we bought like a whole week's recess.

Yipeeeee. cause we're saving money! (:

why must life be so painful?

can't God just let us live happily,

without any worries?

like how great would that be.

then we wouldn't need to be afraid of so many things.

being afraid sucks,

its really not a good feeling.

i do not like it.

and i do not like the word death.

its like freaky, isn't it?

like you don't know where you'll go,

and you don't know how lonely you'll be.

i think the worst is knowing how you'll die.

i hate it, its painful.

like from what the bible says and all,

its freakishy scary okay.

like super duper.

when i knew about it during camp,

i was super scared.

why am i talking about these?

CAUSE THIS FREAKING EARTH IS DYING D:

God is my beautiful saving grace.

good day people!

i'm back from con2 camp! (:

weekends without my phone, how awesome.

Sorry for not replying to messages and tags.

Con2 camp was kinda great,

but con1 camp was much better! ):

the games and the journey with god was much better,

and including mass!

But this year wasn't so bad lah,

i managed to make some new friends (:

the games and all, i only enjoyed like half of it.

and the groupings were like whatthehell.

for half of the camp, i was the only girl.

even my facil was like jason, so lol.

only later on then Vanessa, Aline and Victoria came so like ya.

and with that kind of group,

we managed to get the 2nd place!

damn cool right.

i'm like dead tired.

the first night of camp i only slept for like freaking 3 hours,

and the second night for 7 hours.

HAHA. 10hours out of 48hours.

but like i managed to learn some new things and life lessons,

so it was still quite okay. (:

well, i hope con3 camp would be good,

although i think alot of people won't go for it.

i dont want to go to school tomorrow,

i'm not in a mood to.

but thanks for all the tags yo.

i got over my results alr. (:

yipeeeeeeee.

love you god, pretty much (:

thank you for everything you've given to me.

i'm supposed to go church today,

and yay. i'm not going to taiwan,

just cause my mum's unhappy with me,

with so many darn things.

i cried when i read the tags at my blog,

don't think so highly of me.

i can't do anything.

i'm just some dumb fucktard.

i alr let my mum down enough,

and today just had to be so screwed.

2009 sucks,

its such a screwed up year.

so yay,

1. my phone got confiscated during the first period of school.

2. i sprained my damn finger again.

3. i'm very tired.

4. both my parents are not happy with me, esp my mum.

5. my mum's considering of i should get to go to taiwan.

6. my mum says i dont deserve to go to taiwan.

7. my results are so screwed, but i passed everything i guess.

8. i'm missing church and that sucks.

9. i want to sleep and not wake up.

10. there's camp tomorrow and i'll be going there with a screwed mood and finger.

my sister scolded my dad an idiot and a stupid idiot,

and all my parents do is lecture her for a short while,

with reasonable scoldings.

i screw up so much,

they give me attitude.

oh well, guess what i told Lydia is true.

there's much more ,

that i'm screwing up on,

just that i can't think right now.

cause my mind's as screwed as i am,

and i'm in a very very bad mood.

i really want my phone back,

i need my phone at camp.

and how wonderful,

my mum and dad shouted at me for like sending 3600+ msgs,

although my plan's like unlimited.

can't they just talk to me properly,

at least they won't make me feel so tied down.

uh.

that is life isn't it.

so wow, they're giving me a limit of 1500 msgs every month,

Oh God,

where are you.

i need you right now,

to walk with me through the rest of my life.

" You're like a nobody's child, living everyday with no goal. "

although it was just a line, it demoralised me alot, just alot.

Today and yesterday sucked.

like really,

i got back my English, Maths and Chinese yesterday.

and i actually failed all.

but i managed to get 3more marks from my summary and i got a 17 for the total of my summary,

which made me pass. Phew.

But passing is not enough for me.

I expected much much more.

Maths, i just screwed myself up.

So so so much, i failed by 6 marks.

and i could have passed,

if i had put more effort into maths,

and not neglecting it.

arghhh. but its no use regretting right now,

whats done is done.

Chinese, i failed too.

Wow, how amusing huh.

i expected to fail, but yet.

i out in really alot of effort for studying chinese.

and i flunk it like that today.

Damn sad huh.

So after i got my maths results back,

i just thought of what was happening at home.

the relationship i had with my mother could just break anytime,

and i had a big tiff with her the previous night.

so i was rather worried, and i felt useless.

at that moment,

i just felt like i just had a big big fall and i had no strength to pick myself up.

i broke into tears ):

but i felt much better after that,

thanks all for comforts huh (:

today, i got back my history and science paper.

i passed science,

but i could have done better,

and i don't know why, i wasn't happy.

i failed history.

and i was just stunned.

i studied like crap for just that one paper,

neglecting my maths and science,

and yet. i failed that damn paper.

how useless am i, man.

During recess, i got back my chinese paper one.

Normally, my yingyongwen and my zuowen will pull my chinese marks up,

to at least a pass.

but this time,

i saw my zuowen,

my heart sank deep deep deep into the ocean.

i got a damn 22.

so yes, i didn't make it for my chinese overall, 49.4.

how close. Rawr.

i've let down my parents so much,

they brought me up,

getting me almost everything i wanted.

all they expected of me was just a pass.

that's not too much to ask for.

and i didn't give them what they expected of me.

they didn't scold me,

they just nagged and gave the disappointing look.

it felt very bad.

Taiwan's 8 june.

and i'm not very happy about it alr,

why? i don't know..

i'm very not happy with my results.

i never did that bad before,

and also, i never cared that much before.

so? i'm at a loss on how to carry on from here,

what i should do.

maybe i should just transfer out of this school.

will i lead a better life?

I like wii, esp guitar heros.

make me forget my worries and the capture my feelings.

Con2 camp's this friday.

i'm looking forward to it.

lets hope i'll feel much better after camp.

you, you, you.

you did well, i swear.

just put in more effort and i'm sure you'll do much better.

remember what you always tell me.

i'm sure you can do much better (:

all the way.

Hello earthlings (:

i haven't been updating much about my life huh.

i finally cut my hair, like finally.

so yup, i'm happy!

Woke up arnd 11 and went to bathe.

Church with daddy and he was just being plain retarded.

met up with amanda and went home to change.

OMG, i just found out something awesome and cool.

Amanda, you ahh. OMG. COOL.

Went to cut my hair and like finally,

its thin. (:

Daddy fetched us to tamp to have lunch,

had a great great chat with her,

went home and caught a new episode of Hannah montana.

i like today's episode,

its really cool.

Hahaha.

i want yesterday's pictures !

TAGS REPLY! ;DDD

...: haha, you keep my blog alive hor! ;D thanks uh (:

Raelene: heyy! hahaha, thanks uh. i'm much better! (:

Lydia: LYDIA! thankyou yo (: it did! <3

Charles: HAHAH. thanks so much for getting a cab for me hor (:

Fengjing: yup! hey! i didn't talk to you for damn long. Catch up soon! (:

Rochelle: HAHAH. i know! why neat? you weird. its just songs. HAHA. you retard. <3

Amandafoo: YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT SAY ONLY. Stupid girl. Rawr. idiot.

Qiqi: hello there (: thankyou.

Sylvia: heyy! HAHAHA, glad its over, phew! (:

hx: HAHAHA. hey idiot.

Cihui: HELLO ;D YOU TAGGED ME! WOOOOO (: haha, thanks for the chats! you take care too! <3 seeyou soon!

Renne: hello bunny! long time since you tagged me. boo ):

Natalie: HAHAHA. YA. HOW YOU KNOW!

Gillien: oh! YAY! CON 2 CAMPS LIKE NEXT WEEK! SEEYOUSOON <3

Tessa: i ahd a great time gurl! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! <333

Grace: YO.

Rhesa: SUP ;D

Khoonseng: YO.

Esabella: yup. i was. but im much better now! (:

Sam: not so good i tell you. hahah (: how was yours?

Tyan: hey. soon soon, too lazy too. hahaha.

REPLIEDDDDDDDDDDDDD (:

HEY LOVE!

HAVENT BEEN BLOGGING! (:

i'm really happy today and yesterday!

go out, go out, go out!

YAY! (L)

i can only upload the pictures we took yesterday,

i haven't gotten the ones we took today!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TESSA! (L)

HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT DAY SPENT!

Went out today with 6DA clique.

BEVERLY. TESSA. YINRU. GENEVIEVE. MICHELLE.

omg, i miss all of you loads.

like, we haven't met up for like so long!

and today was a really great time spent with you all,

really.

meet up more often kayyy.

Loveyou (:

today was so fun,

watched angels and demons again.

hahaha,

but whatever.

great time spent,

but i spent alot of money these two days ! ):

OHNO,

i really don't want swine flu to hit Singapore!

like really, i badly don't want.

its going to be worst than SARS.

and its really scary.

i badly don't want Singapore to get it,

oh, COME ON!

Darn it.

My stupid hair's damn screwed.

Rawr.

i really detest the word regret.

i wished such a thing didn't exist at all.

how nice would it be if there was a time machine in life,

to bring you back in time,

and everything would just go well,

as how you want it to be.

wouldn't that be great?

Fuck this shit.

my sister's just pissing me off.

she wants help for her damn maths,

i help her.

now i want her help test me ting xie,

she just reads all the words in a weird accent so i can't understand and she won't have to test me anymore.

and while i'm using this labtop,

she keeps pushing down the screen.

fuck that fat piece of shit.

her arms are bigger than my legs.

i guess i'm gonna give up on History and concentrate on the rest.

its just too much,

and i'm feeling so so stress.

i'm on my own now,

my dad can't help in anyway.

my mum can't read chinese, she cant do science or maths,

and she'll get fustrated whenever i ask her for help,

abd my sister just eats and piss me off.

what a loving family i have here.

i wish you were here with me.

i want to go to that open field and gaze with the stars with you too! (:

FOOK.

i'm trying not to use the F word as i promised.

i'm such a pig.

i slept from yesterday afternoon around 2 till today morning 11.45.

i swear, all i did was wake up around 8 and ate 3 mouthfull of noodles and went back to bed. ._.

Thanks to my running temperature of 40.4, a very very bad sorethroat and flu.

and i can't freaking study,

cause my head is in a spin. ):

I woke up today,

and thought about Wednesday's exam.

Chinese and History,

i just cried.

i won't do well.

cause i'm already lagging and i can't study.

my head will just burst.

i'm so useless.

My throat and flu's killing me now,

tough my fever's subsiding .

and how dumb.

i realised i had fever yesterday morning and i still jogged with them.

see, thats how dumb i am. ):

Thanks Haixin, Charles and Rochelle <333333333

And thank you rochelle for coming over to accompany me! (:

i shall just hang around online and probably try to study later on!

Byeeeeeeeeee.

YO (:

today school was okayy.

ACC was cool, cause we went to the computer lab.

lessons were boring.

and i'm dyingggggggggggggggg,

history's a killer.

darnnnnnnn,

studied after school,

from like 2.30 till 5?

going to study sooooooon,

byeeeeeee.

YO EARTHLINGS :]

HAPPY BITHDAY REUBEN ;D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DEAR SAM! <33

Pretty awesome huh, 5th may, 6th may.

Add together what do you get? 11?

Uhmmmmmmm. (:

Exam's in 5 FREAKING DAYS.

and i actually DID NOT study yesterday and today ;/

Fuck this shit.

Today was really fun huh though, feeling guilty.

School was retarded.

English, i failed ):

5 upon 15, darn. i never failed english before. ;/

the stupid bird nest hair teacher, never say counted,

so i didn't do it peroperly.

SCREW HER LAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Maths we did graphs,

i did not know how to do it,

so zetian helped me,

and you know what,

he taught me and i had to freaking re-do the whole graph twice.

he moved on to 2nd question,

i still stuck at first,

dumb much? (:

HAHAHAHAHAHHA.

Music was more retarded.

Mhemdai did a RAP.

and not a jingle,

but seriously.

rochelle and i just laugh for 10 whole minutes when we went up.

till i teared, (:

HAHAHAHA. so dumb can.

We stand there with no progress and laugh.

and all zetian did was BURP.

LOLOLOLOLOLOL. ;/

Art, Music and Home econs = FAIL.

After school , went Tampines to eat KFC. (:

YUMMMMMMMMMM ;DDD

Did some ACTING, which was believing,

and Swensens ice cream cake for reuben!

HAHAHAHHA.

YAY. ;DDDDDDDDDD

Bused to my house to study,

but we ended up cutting the cake,

eating lots and lots,

and watching HSM33333333333 ;DDDD

YAY. again. HAHAHAHAH.

So now, instead of studying,

i AM online D:

darn it.

Maths tuition later on.

Lalala.

Byeeee

Exams in 8 days,

Darn. i don't think i'll be able to finish studying for Chinese and History.

Maths, i haven't started and i don't get the graph and the similarity and congruency thing.

Phft, i swear exams really piss me off,

and when i'm in a motivating mood,

i study, and i get stressd. Arghh.

Like, i tried to freaking memorize Chapter 4 of History yesterday,

and i couldn't even finish a darn chapter.

Screw this.

i am so upset. ):

Thanks pussy and smurf for waiting for me! (L)

i know i wasted your time and it was freaking lonnnnnng,

LOVE YA LOADDDDS (:

got a new ez-link card made,

used the sec one photo,

UGLYYYYYYYY ):

But whatever,

i don't really care anymore.

i so gotta study.

DARN SCHOOL .

you disappoint me.

yo earthlings!
today's so dull and unhappy. ):
woke up at around 11, thinking about what happened yesterday night.
Rawrrr .
Yet, my mood's ruined thanks to you for not ________.
i told you so.

Studied a little, 2chaps of chinese and 20 cheng yu.
Had lunch and tv-ed.
Parents went out to buy stuff.
i had a serious fight with my sister. ;/
So guess what, my mood's worst.
she's so darn unreasonable.
and when my parents come home, she just sulks up to them,
and pretend that i'm the one in the wrong.
and yet, stupid me won't speak up.
Zzzzz. ):

Parents came back,
scold scold scold.
watch-ed tv and had dinner.
went for a swim (:
that made me feel much much better,

help my dad with some stuff,
watching step up now. (:

hope school's gonna be alright ,
and we'll still get to go to taiwan! (L)

and i feel like a part of me is missing

i am so freakishly pissed now.

just tell me where you are when i need you that much,

i'm feeling just so empty.

hello poops.

today's a busy busy day! :]

also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH! <333333

Woke up at 10 today,

due to a message. ;/

replied and went back to sleep for a little while.

watched tvvvvvv and onlineeeeeeeed.

had a really great chat with julia! (:

i realised we think alike ALOT.

Jeanie, Nicole and Noelle came over.

changed and all and went to Tampines to catch a movie.

Caught Xmen~

It was much much better than expected! {:

Nice movieeeeeee. No regrets! ;DDD

Spotted ________, like finally.

Went to Swensens for dinner!

Hmmmmmmm, (:

Satisfied.

Had ice cream then headed to Simei to get dinner for Dad.

He's sick ):

Cabbed home and studied for 1 and half hours with amanda! (L)

Sleep over soon! (:

why do you seem to change everything?

Like, you can make the whole world shut down on me,

but you'll be always there,

and yet you can make me feel like you're the whole world crashing down on me.

i don't know how i feel anylongerrrrr,