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That smile and those eyes,
and just so you know;
the strangest and most heartfelt smile fell from your face.

With God, anything is possible.

Hiiiiiiiiiii.
Elizabeth Choo Min
~~Sacps~~
Anglican High School.
Netball obsession.
23 February, remember this date and get me stuff,
i want all the candy in the world!
Oh, don't forget my Subway cookies!

Currently 14 and i hate studying .
Rawrr.
i want to go back and stay in the hostel.
Oh yes, i like setting mics and playing with the DJ thingy.
i screw up quite alot,
cause i do things i'm not supposed to do
and get lots of things messed up.
Don't disturb me when i'm moody,
i'll just scream at your face.

I belong to a team full of crazyness and laughter.
and they're LOL, Lots of Love,
they give me a love i can never get
We fight on, no matter how we fail,
We never give up!
One body, One passion, One soul

oh yes, add meeeeeeeeeeee on msn,
hellomin_95@hotmail.com

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Look at how swollen my right ankle is ):

My ankle's hurting alotttttttttt.

I woke up, got out of bed, can't even walk properly.

TMD damn pain.

How am i going to do my 2.4 which is on Tuesday?

DDDDDDDDD:

Anyone got some power method to heal it within 3 days?

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

That would be really very very great.

Super suayyy can,

Sprain also must be at this time!

WTHELLLLLLLL MAN.

Church later, D:

Ah-gong's birthday today, got dinner.

Pleaseeeeeeeeeee God,

heal my ankleeeeeeeeeee.

I really want to take my run at East Coast !

Amen.

Two Gee- Strings :D

HAHAHA. Awesome not.

And we have a band, White eye peanuts!

With Mr Hamdan part of it :D

Yipeeee, its just for fun though.

But we're serious about making an album !

HAHAHA. Damn coooooool, i swear.

We have a studio, in City Hall, i'm serious (:

and its just awesome.

Though we're really not good. HAHA, but whatever.

Jinyi is damn talented. He was the former of the band!

Coooooool huhhhhh.

School was good today.

Managed to finish the class boards(:

Thats gooood. Thanks all.

I STILL THINK THE BAND THING IS AWESOME. LMAO

Why can't i have a day, just a day of simple happiness.

Life is unfair.

My life is screwed.

Where's that little happiness i'm looking for?

Lessons and class time makes me happy,

why can't that remain like that.

Everytime, i feel happiness, i will feel unhappy.

whydoesthiskeephappening.

I dont want to regret,

i had the strength to pull myself together and stand up strong again,

yet, living like this everyday,

just knock me down.

I don't get it,

doesn't everyone deserve a second chance?

Is that how you live being a coach?

I wont want a coach like you;

i dont need anyone to demoralize me.

I dont need anyone to tell me i suck,

i dont need anyone to tell me that i can just drop dead,

i dont need your fuckface.

Obviously i know i have to work hard,

without a chance,

yet the hurt you cause to me today,

will i have the strength to fight on?

I came back for the trainings stronger,

yet today was plain bullshit.

I was never so hurt and pissed off ever, during any training.

I wonder how you look at me,

i wonder what i must do,

tell me about it.

i hate you.

Not giving a second chance?

Is that what a coach does?

Each and everyone has their limits.

You're killing the dream and goal in us,

do you realise that?

Determined, but just in one training,

and i am kicked onto the floor,

will someone ever pull me up again?

Thats why dreams are forever and always better than reality.

Why must life be so hard, and unfair.

If only everyone were treated the same .

ITS JUST NOT FAIR.

Its times like that when i need you to be there to hold me up.

It sucks when your day at school didnt turn out too bad,

but something has to just happen and ruin everything.

It sucks when you try to be nice and when you're in a good mood,

and somebody had to just ruin everything.

It sucks to know that you have a 12 year old sister acting like a 10 year old.

It sucks when my mood is ruin at the dinner table.

It sucks when i'm hungry but yet i've got no appetite.

It sucks to know that your parents just cant make you feel any better.

It all sums up to life is stupid.

I realised that its just so difficult to find that little happiness at home already.

I can't study here, i don't feel happy,

i start to worry about so many things,

and things that fatbitch says doesnt make me feel any better,

in fact, much much much worst.

I really hate it when that fatbitch just acts like nothing happened,

when she just says things without thinking,

and it really hurts, deep deep inside.

You just act like you are innocent, hardworking, good whatever shit you are.

DONT.

GIVE.

DAMN.

GET.

IT.

So what if parents do? Thank God i'm not living your life,

i tried talking you out of it,

but after all, i was just being so so dumb. Mygoodness.

And i dont know why i always have to feel bad,

after the much destruction youo made to my heart,

i still feel bad, see how much life sucks.

I really not want to be this downright i loser i am right now,

just so you know,

it really sucks alot alot alot.

I want to be free,

of worries;

of anxiety;

of sadness;

of unhappyness;

of anything that doesnt make me smile.

I went out to jump and reach for the roof when i was super upset just,

and i could touch it while wearing slippers.

How amazing, when i cant reach it wearing shoes.

What logic. I can jump higher when i'm mad.

Amazing.

I feel like going for a swim. Should I ?

I need a break from studies.

Its ruining me.

Heartbreaker;

Where is the love;

Just looking back at those days;

i can't find how i feel now anymore.

Its just all gone,

maybe i should just forget about it?

i don't know any longer,

i just miss so so much how it all used to be.

But its just all not possible,

we've all changed and move on so much on life.

See, it isn't so good growing up at all.

Yes Mark, life is stupid .

But thanks for making me feel so much better.

You've really been such a great friend,

like someone i can talk to about anything and anytime.

Being at home, alone with nothing to do really sucks.

So much in mind, physically and mentally tired.

Not knowing where to go from here;

not knowing what to do from here;

not knowing the next step to take,

Not knowing how i'll feel ,

happy or unhappy.

Afterall, i guess a team means alot,

to hold you up when you're feeling very very down.

Picking you up when you fall,

making you feel much much better.

In everyway they'll secure you.

Making you feel loved,

never leaving you out,

all for one and one for all,

please, just be there for me,

like how í'll always be there for all of you.

Its a saturday and i'm supposed to be happy ):

Happy Birthday Haixin (:

School wasn't good, i swear.

I was just so tired, so so so tired. And i have no idea why.

It felt really terrible :/

Lessons were such a bore , whatever.

After school was gooooooood! :DDD

Shareen's mum fetched us home in her cool small green car and it was awesome!

Rochelle and Mouk came my house, for fun.

For like less than an hour.

Omg, superdupermega dumb.

I reached the house door and realised that i didn't bring my house key. LMAO

then i remembered *secret place* got my house key.

So, i searched that *secret place* but it wasnt there.

Stayed outside, listen to music all.

Called mummy, she call me dumb. LOL.

Then Mouk went to search the * secret place * and she found the key.

LOLOLOLOL. :DDDD

Bathed and all then went out of the house.

Met Jeremy, HAHAHA Rochelle!

Jeremy, she's going to get you back! :DDD

Rawrrrrr and not meow. LOL

Bused 5 then trained to Tamp.

Rochelle was being super dumb, sumpah.

I was so nice to lend her 4 bucks.

Alot of people owe me money. * cough cough *

HAHAHA.

I was super late, :X

Met the rest and bought tickets to the haunting blahblah.

Shared the coooooool harry potter pop-corn combo with Mark .

Jiaohao took the pot home for me first, of not i'll look like some idiot.

HAHAHA. The haunting.

Damn retarded.

It was super scary.

First REAL horror movie i ever watched.

And half the movie i had my earpiece on,

and more than 3/4 the movie, i was covering my eyes. :DDD

Awesome isn't it (:

Pleaseeeeeeeeee. Even Mark was scared.

Haixin also scared lorrrrr.

And jinyi was being super super dumb. HAHAHA.

But trust me, the movie is scary. ;/

Bused to Safra and played the football think and snookers.

FUN! HAHAHA. :DDD

Jinyi damn pro, really.

And it was super retarded.

He was just, LMAO.

Daddy came, slept in the car.

Super tired, like really.

Dinnered, tuition and now online (:

you know i'm hoping you'll sing along,

though its not your favourite song

If this keeps happening, i'm afraid my heart ~~might not~~ will not be able to take it.

I'm going to tell myself that all i need is just a little strength,

to pick myself up when i get knocked down.

To control all the little blocks of emotions that stack up on the inside,

I might be mucg better off without you,

maybe i gave you the wrong impression of everything.

Right not, i cannot change anything,

to not affect any of us.

Thanks for letting me see through you and now,

i can finally see your true colours.

I cannot continue being a downright loser.

I'm in love with Britain's got talent.

Wo-oah.

Seconds; hours; so many days.

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

School was rather alright, but i was rather tired.

Thanks to tingxie last night. Rawr.

Science was just HAHAHA. Hilarious, and disgusting.

Ate like super alot today.

But nevermind, lets hope training will resume, soon.

After school, Frolick with Rochelle! :DDD

It was just soooooooooooooo goood.

Loveit huh.

Walked around in urban write then went home.

Met Michelle at Simei and bused home with her! :D

Camwhored like madness !

HAHAHA, and it was super duper funny.

Back to the childhood days huh; if only you came to my school you fatass.

HAHA. Kidding!

We laughed like we were 5 again!

Wow michelletankexin ! Friendship for like 10 years !

HAHAHA. i still remember,

Uncle Edward's swimming lessons

that sleepover and i cried in the middle of the night. LOL.

Oh, that army thing your dad brought us to!

And, NDP. HAHAHA.

Loveya babe.

I shall post the pictures after Michelle uploads them!

Lazyyyyybum, like always. Poof.

Please don't make me stop breathing,
Once i cling on, its hard to let go;
those three words,
one cycle.

We were the reason that he gave his life.

Show us a reason to live (:

Haven't been updating! D:

HAHAHA. Lazy bummmmmm.

School's alright i guess.

Church was alright today too (:

Stupid Tessa finally came, Rawr. Noelle too.

Cathecism workshop next week, super looooong.

From like 2.45 till like 7. Thats super duper long.

After church, went shopping for presents!

And i FINALLY got my high top canvas! Rawr, like after super long also.

Cause like i go all the converse shops,

all no size. Annoying shit.

My feet too small, only can wear the children one. LOL.

So today i saw, then yup. FINALLY got it :DDD

Tomorrow morning homework,

then got some activity at the clubhouse! :D

Lets hope it'll be fun!

My post is damn boring, i know.

HAHAHA.

deep within each heart

I picked the ripest one, i still got the seed

Do you know whats worth fighting for,

What its not worth dying for,

Does it take your breath away,

And you yourself suffocating.

~~I really don't know what i want any longer;~~

~~maybe its just best to put everything behind me.~~

~~Sports just make me feel so alive again,~~

~~and it just brings everything out of me,~~

~~happy or unhappy.~~

Its easy to feel like you're all alone,

to feel like nobody knows;

The great that you are,

the good thats inside you,

Is trying so hard to break through.

Maybe its time to lift off and fly,

you won't know if you never try.

I will be there with you all of the way,

you'll be fine;

Don't let anyone tell you that you're not strong enough,

don't give up there's nothing wrong with just being yourself,

thats more than enough.

So come on and raise your voice,

Speak your mind and make some noise;

Insecurity

Sup! :D

Today was super awesome! So was yesterday!

I damn lazy to blog can, thats why tags also never reply. :D

AYG was awesome! Pictures another time! I've been playing alot recently!

AYG also play play laugh laugh, LOL. But i think damn fun eh. Yanhan Caihao Glenn and ROCHELLE are just damn RETARDED and we can laugh for hours.

LOL. And stupid pangsaiiiiiiiiiiiii, HAHAHAHAH.

Catering FTW :DDD

1G BBQ was just awesome! I didn't really feel like going at first, but yup. Kaiyuan managed to get me to go, so i went.

The food was super super little! Rawr.

and i didn't have lunch! D:

So like i think 5 people ate ALL the food. LOL.

I never really help BBQ the food, and i ate like super alot. HAHAHA.

Cycled, talked alot, and played this Cambodia game that bonded us super alot,

and it was superduper FUN! :DDDDDDDD

1G still remains as 1G(:

Today !

Woke up at 11, ate then did a little super little bit of work.

Amanda came over and we went swimming with Asher and another friend.

LOL. Bathed watched Tv and went for Party! :D

It wasnt really a party,

just a gathering with food, GOOD FOOD i tell you :D

Youth day and cause ryan and Rachel Foo came back!

So we played ball downstairs, the usual.

FUNFUNFUN! :DDDDDDDDD

Meeting them tomorrow before they go back to China during lunchtime! D:

Went swimming with Amanda today too !

Damn damn crazy fun, but like it rained!

And we got chased up. ._.

We wanted to sneak into the playground and play the slides,

cause its damn fun when its wet,

but the guard was staring ,

so went up to bathe. LOL.

i'm happy ! :DDD

And i thought today would be a better day! ):

I AM VERY DISAPPOINTED IN YOU AND WHATEVER THAT HAPPENED TODAY. I JUST CANT GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE. YES. THATS ALL I CAN SAY I GUESS. YOU'RE JUST NOT THE FRIEND THAT I THOUGHT I HAD ANY LONGER. SUIT YOURSELF AND YAH, JUST DO WHATEVER YOU LIKE.

;D HAPPY? I BET SO.

Sometimes, in life, you just have to make a decision, and make it right.

How great is our God :D
He answered my prayers and many others who prayed for me! (:
thanks guys! :D

Woke up with a fever ! ):
I got super scared, like super.
My dad brought me to the doctor's.
Hengah. Only throat infection. (:
Goodgood. But my throat's painnnnnnn!

Missed AYG.
Can't miss it tomorrow!
MRS HUDD! Rawr.
I better be well when i wake up tomorrow!
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