Yesterday, alot of things happened.
maybe happened is not the right word to use it.
i can say alot of things made me think, made me realise.
one tag, from BEV brought back such fond memories that led to tears.
maybe its probably due to the mood swings i had in the day.
all the problems and everything.
i was so tired when i came home,
training was _______ ( fill in the blank)
i can't find the right words to say.
but its good letting it out after keeping stacking all the problems,
not really problems, just unhappy-ness.
maybe i'm thinking too much, or contradicting myself,
but these are feelings, i swear. its just FEELINGS.
Running suicides made me feel better i guess.
i somehow liked it. (:

BEVERLY!
YEP! like what you said, 7 years of friendship! i watched how you grew up, you watched me how i grew up. and somehow, i miss you alot. all the times in SAC. irritating xu lao shi, playing 'budget buddy', that selling game, which i forgot what its called . dancing outside the 6AL when we got kicked out of chinese class by xu lao shi. i want those days back. i love the clique. i love how it all USED to be. We used to be so super SPASTIC. aww, (: i love you.

But yet, on the other hand,
i don't regret coming to AHS.
at least with the NETBALLERS behind me,
and some really understandable people.
i'm looking VERY forward to fight in the EAST ZONES!
especially SAC, playing like how we USED to play, except more competitive.
i really love the netballers.
there's so much they do to make me realise.
there's so much i've learnt from them,
each and everyone of them (:

i guess i should just put all this behind me ,
but of course the fond ones will be locked in me.
last night, i thought through things for a long time.
i think i know what to do already.

don't cry cause its over, laugh cause it happened.
don't cry cause it happened, laugh cause its over.