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i'm supposed to go church today,
and yay. i'm not going to taiwan,
just cause my mum's unhappy with me,
with so many darn things.
i cried when i read the tags at my blog,
don't think so highly of me.
i can't do anything.
i'm just some dumb fucktard.
i alr let my mum down enough,
and today just had to be so screwed.
2009 sucks,
its such a screwed up year.
so yay,
1. my phone got confiscated during the first period of school.
2. i sprained my damn finger again.
3. i'm very tired.
4. both my parents are not happy with me, esp my mum.
5. my mum's considering of i should get to go to taiwan.
6. my mum says i dont deserve to go to taiwan.
7. my results are so screwed, but i passed everything i guess.
8. i'm missing church and that sucks.
9. i want to sleep and not wake up.
10. there's camp tomorrow and i'll be going there with a screwed mood and finger.
my sister scolded my dad an idiot and a stupid idiot,
and all my parents do is lecture her for a short while,
with reasonable scoldings.
i screw up so much,
they give me attitude.
oh well, guess what i told Lydia is true.
there's much more ,
that i'm screwing up on,
just that i can't think right now.
cause my mind's as screwed as i am,
and i'm in a very very bad mood.
i really want my phone back,
i need my phone at camp.
and how wonderful,
my mum and dad shouted at me for like sending 3600+ msgs,
although my plan's like unlimited.
can't they just talk to me properly,
at least they won't make me feel so tied down.
uh.
that is life isn't it.
so wow, they're giving me a limit of 1500 msgs every month,
Oh God,
where are you.
i need you right now,
to walk with me through the rest of my life.