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That smile and those eyes,
and just so you know;
the strangest and most heartfelt smile fell from your face.

With God, anything is possible.

Hiiiiiiiiiii.
Elizabeth Choo Min
~~Sacps~~
Anglican High School.
Netball obsession.
23 February, remember this date and get me stuff,
i want all the candy in the world!
Oh, don't forget my Subway cookies!

Currently 14 and i hate studying .
Rawrr.
i want to go back and stay in the hostel.
Oh yes, i like setting mics and playing with the DJ thingy.
i screw up quite alot,
cause i do things i'm not supposed to do
and get lots of things messed up.
Don't disturb me when i'm moody,
i'll just scream at your face.

I belong to a team full of crazyness and laughter.
and they're LOL, Lots of Love,
they give me a love i can never get
We fight on, no matter how we fail,
We never give up!
One body, One passion, One soul

oh yes, add meeeeeeeeeeee on msn,
hellomin_95@hotmail.com

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" You're like a nobody's child, living everyday with no goal. "

although it was just a line, it demoralised me alot, just alot.

Today and yesterday sucked.

like really,

i got back my English, Maths and Chinese yesterday.

and i actually failed all.

but i managed to get 3more marks from my summary and i got a 17 for the total of my summary,

which made me pass. Phew.

But passing is not enough for me.

I expected much much more.

Maths, i just screwed myself up.

So so so much, i failed by 6 marks.

and i could have passed,

if i had put more effort into maths,

and not neglecting it.

arghhh. but its no use regretting right now,

whats done is done.

Chinese, i failed too.

Wow, how amusing huh.

i expected to fail, but yet.

i out in really alot of effort for studying chinese.

and i flunk it like that today.

Damn sad huh.

So after i got my maths results back,

i just thought of what was happening at home.

the relationship i had with my mother could just break anytime,

and i had a big tiff with her the previous night.

so i was rather worried, and i felt useless.

at that moment,

i just felt like i just had a big big fall and i had no strength to pick myself up.

i broke into tears ):

but i felt much better after that,

thanks all for comforts huh (:

today, i got back my history and science paper.

i passed science,

but i could have done better,

and i don't know why, i wasn't happy.

i failed history.

and i was just stunned.

i studied like crap for just that one paper,

neglecting my maths and science,

and yet. i failed that damn paper.

how useless am i, man.

During recess, i got back my chinese paper one.

Normally, my yingyongwen and my zuowen will pull my chinese marks up,

to at least a pass.

but this time,

i saw my zuowen,

my heart sank deep deep deep into the ocean.

i got a damn 22.

so yes, i didn't make it for my chinese overall, 49.4.

how close. Rawr.

i've let down my parents so much,

they brought me up,

getting me almost everything i wanted.

all they expected of me was just a pass.

that's not too much to ask for.

and i didn't give them what they expected of me.

they didn't scold me,

they just nagged and gave the disappointing look.

it felt very bad.

Taiwan's 8 june.

and i'm not very happy about it alr,

why? i don't know..

i'm very not happy with my results.

i never did that bad before,

and also, i never cared that much before.

so? i'm at a loss on how to carry on from here,

what i should do.

maybe i should just transfer out of this school.

will i lead a better life?

I like wii, esp guitar heros.

make me forget my worries and the capture my feelings.

Con2 camp's this friday.

i'm looking forward to it.

lets hope i'll feel much better after camp.

you, you, you.

you did well, i swear.

just put in more effort and i'm sure you'll do much better.

remember what you always tell me.

i'm sure you can do much better (:

all the way.