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Why can't i have a
day, just a day of simple happiness.
Life is unfair.
My life is screwed.
Where's that little happiness i'm looking for?
Lessons and class time makes me happy,
why can't that remain like that.
Everytime, i feel happiness, i will feel unhappy.
whydoesthiskeephappening.
I dont want to regret,
i had the strength to pull myself together and stand up strong again,
yet, living like this everyday,
just knock me down.
I don't get it,
doesn't everyone deserve a second chance?
Is that how you live being a coach?
I wont want a coach like you;
i dont need anyone to demoralize me.
I dont need anyone to tell me i suck,
i dont need anyone to tell me that i can just drop dead,
i dont need your fuckface.
Obviously i know i have to work hard,
without a chance,
yet the hurt you cause to me today,
will i have the strength to fight on?
I came back for the trainings stronger,
yet today was plain bullshit.
I was never so hurt and pissed off ever, during any training.
I wonder how you look at me,
i wonder what i must do,
tell me about it.
i hate you.
Not giving a second chance?
Is that what a coach does?
Each and everyone has their limits.
You're killing the dream and goal in us,
do you realise that?
Determined, but just in one training,
and i am kicked onto the floor,
will someone ever pull me up again?
Thats why dreams are forever and always better than reality.
Why must life be so hard, and unfair.
If only everyone were treated the same .
ITS JUST NOT FAIR.